I hate to be writing a blog under such tragic and sad circumstances. Sadly on Saturday July 13th 2013 the world lost a sweet soul.. Actor Cory Montieth who played Finn Hudson on Glee was found dead in his Hotel room at the Fairmount Pacific Rim in Vancouver.
We don't know how he died yet but I am sure the world is waiting to find out. Cory struggled with Substance abuse since he was 16 years old and those demons are hard to fight. It will be closure for some when the pieces of what really happened leading up to his tragic death at least we will know
One of the most heartbreaking things is when the Vancouver police officer said he died alone in his hotel room. Sometimes I wish someone was there.. anyone. Housekeeping, a friend, his agent. Just anyone. Maybe he could have been saved. But to die alone that makes me so sad. I wonder did he go through pain before he died?? did he try to call someone?? It is probably the worst thing in the world feeling what he felt then dying.. with no one. No last goodbyes or I love yous to his girlfriend or friends or family.
Video shows him going into his room at around 2:30am and between that time and 12pm when he was supposed to check out he died The hotel staff that found him said he had been dead for several hours. What happened in that time? I know you usually have to go by the front desk when you go to your room did any staff see anything weird?? Someone should have been with him.
I didn't know Cory but from what I read he was so humble and never let fame get to his head. He was one of the good ones, and I guess through Glee we all felt we knew him. It is so hard to believe he is gone and we wont see him on TV anymore. HE was only 31 years old. Parents are not supposed to bury their children and I cannot even imagine what pain they feel trying to grasp that their son is not here.
One thing however that bothers me is the small tidbit of Cory's "Friends while he was in Vancouver that week. He checked into the hotel on July 6th with Lea back in LA from what I read his friends were not really his friends. When you know someone is STRUGGLING with substance abuse you don't give them a beer. I don't know it makes me mad. Maybe he thought he could handle it but he just came out of rehab the wound was still fresh and given the push he prob thought it would not affect him if he just did it once. or twice. We do know he partied at 2 nightclubs on the Friday and before that the "friends" were in his hotel room. I also read this:
"Corey went back to Vancouver many times, and hung out with many of the friends who helped fuel his addiction. We're told alcohol and drugs were always involved. "
If this is true You people who call yourselves friends should be ASHAMED of yourself. and feel Guilty as FUCK cause you killed your friend you killed Cory because you were not friends at all you were selfless idiots who didn't help him and I hope you live with that burden for the rest of your life. Now I know they didn't shove whatever down his throat but still if the items were not in front of him the temptation would not be there. And they knew he went to rehab like seriously!!!
I guess I cant be too outraged until we find out everything that happened. Maybe there were no illegal drugs maybe it was prescription BUT that mixed with Alcohol could have killed him and again if he had a taste it was all downhill from there.
I will miss you Mr Montieth make sure you become Lea's angel because you took her heart when you died. she will need you to wrap your wings around her and tell her everything will be OK. And the world will miss your adorable smile, giving spirit, kind soul, and humbleness. Heaven is lucky to have you make sure you keep singing up there and every time we see your past performances on Glee we will know what a treat heaven has with them. There will be a hole in our hearts forever. We lost a wonderful man too soon
RIP Cory Montieth
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
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